Blue days

I went to Tokyo last Monday because they held the meeting to explain the company's business results and activities. I have no sense of direction so I have never gone anywhere alone, always someone are with me. But that day I had to go there for myself. And I...I could!!! (｀･зdb
I visited 2 companies, each of them have some good points . I can't decide everything for my future. What is the most important for me, Misaki?? I don't want to work on Saturday and Sunday. I don't want to be transfer a lot. But A company has some businesses which I want to do... It is hard for me to choose and find a company which is agreeable to me. Or ...I am too willful??

My boyfriend's birthday is January 20th. I don't like any cakes, but he loves it so I made it for him. My friend "Ma-chan" is good at cooking sweets. I imitated her cake and I made "キャラメルシフォンケーキ”. BUT, It was BAD. Why wasn't it fluffy?? Maybe , the cake know that I don't like her... No love cook doesn't be delicious? ww But he seemed to like it.


And, his strange conduct altogether confounded me. He...he ate fresh cream which is full of cooking bowl. I have associated with him for more 2 years, yes, I like him, but , but I couldn't believe it!!!! I felt bad, so bad only I looked him... I feel anxiety for him, いろんな意味で。